MY LUST FOR GAY SEX TRANSMOGRIFIED INTO HATRED FOR MANKIND. I CONVINCED EVERYONE, INCLUDING MYSELF, TO BELIEVE A FALSE REALITY, IN WHICH I WAS NOT GAY. MY POWER TO MANIPULATE MADE ME A PERFECT GENIUS WITH GOD-LIKE CONTROL. IT WAS ADDICTING. EVERY WORD SPOKEN AND ACTION TAKEN BECAME AN ACT IN A DEMENTED PLAY, IN WHICH I WAS THE PUPPET MASTER. AFTER TEN YEARS OF PLAYING THIS GAME, I WAS NO LONGER GAY. I WAS NO LONGER HUMAN. I BECAME BUT A LURE TO TRAP VICTIMS IN MY HOUSE OF MIRRORS: MY OWN PRISON.